Phony smiles, artificial laughs,
Shallow questions, hollow words.
I stand behind a glass wall,
Staring out…
Hands white, press against it.
Soundless mouth screams out,
But no one cares to listen,
No one cares to care.
Everything happening,
Everyone moving,
But I stand here still,
Just staring…
Alone…
I am here, but then I'm not,
People passing me by,
Some recognize and talk.
I smile and laugh,
But I'm empty inside.
No soul, no feelings…numb…
Just barren and cold.
Smile and laugh,
Can't show what is inside,
Lest I scare or worse.
No ones cares, no one listens,
To my soundless voice,
No one hears my beating hands,
On
Searching for Stillness... by forgedphantasmagoria, literature
Literature
Searching for Stillness...
I stand forever,
The world spinning around me,
Changing, always changing
I watch, searching..
But for what?
I don't know, I ponder
A memory perhaps?
A wisp passes me by and I peer after it.
Hold it tightly!
I scream
Hold it!
But it flies,
It flies away, like air through the leaves,
Teasing me, always teasing me
Showing me nothing,
But showing me everything
A snatch of a face,
A place,
A far distant memory..
No it is not that, which I search
I do not search for the past
I search for stillness in an ever changing world
A hopeless quest
But I refuse to give in.
I will never give in!
I spin too, my eyes wide watching,
Phony smiles, artificial laughs,
Shallow questions, hollow words.
I stand behind a glass wall,
Staring out…
Hands white, press against it.
Soundless mouth screams out,
But no one cares to listen,
No one cares to care.
Everything happening,
Everyone moving,
But I stand here still,
Just staring…
Alone…
I am here, but then I'm not,
People passing me by,
Some recognize and talk.
I smile and laugh,
But I'm empty inside.
No soul, no feelings…numb…
Just barren and cold.
Smile and laugh,
Can't show what is inside,
Lest I scare or worse.
No ones cares, no one listens,
To my soundless voice,
No one hears my beating hands,
On
Current Residence: Australia Operating System: Windows XP Wallpaper of choice: autumn-reflections by ~daewoniii <- simply stunning Skin of choice: err...my own...i wouldnt want to have someone else's skin....ewww grooss!! Personal Quote: =___= i feel like a walking zombie... ... ... only much prettier! ^__^ hehe!!
Favourite Movies
The Prestige
Tools of the Trade
6B,4B,2B, B, HB or pacer(if pencils r unavailable), 2 rubbers, sketch pad & good imagination!
Other Interests
the stars and clouds - it would be cool to stare at them all day...*sigh*
ack im so lazy...
as can be seen from my current inactivity..
im so lazy.. i doubt i will write more
nope i guess i wont..
oh.. apart from this:
*clears throat*
Hope you all had a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS (2 days ago)
and hope you all have a FANTASTIC NEW YEAR!!!!!! (which is in 4 days time ^__^)
bye bye!!
1. Meg's my bestest friend!!!
2. I have hay fever :shakefist: - ive been complaining about it all day.. so I will complain here too.. ^__^
3. I am the most indecisive person you will ever meet on this planet... but i am hoping to change that (that is one thing i have decided on =P)
4. I haven't seen Charlie and the chocolate factory, I want though... I also want to see Pride and Prejudice with Kiera Knightly... :love: its like my most favourite 19th Century novel (and the only one i could actually finish =P lol i know - sad sad)
5. My family - though I've had my ups and downs with them (esp this year) - I love them to peices and would/cou
"How has your experience of HSC examinations, affected your outlook on the future?"
Discuss.
In your answer, refer to all the exams you have completed prior to veiwing this question.
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hehe!!!
sorry i could not resist
basically to all those who have had their minds warped by the english papers, i was asking
"How do you guys think you went in the exams?"
You have a lot of spam... who thought up of the word spam anyway, its like that word ...
...no wait I think its Spam...? That wannabe ham product? Or I think it wants to be ham, some kind of pretend meat.
Taste's like salt and artificial dead flesh.
Anyway just going through DA because everyone I used to know doesn't post nearly as much as they used too... its... kinda... sad...
I miss everyone. I was going through comments and I used to have conversations with people... people I don't even remember anymore...
That's just awful. How could I just forget? I just realized a lot of my university friends finish this year... I won't be seeing them everyday anymore.
Your whim on my DA is noted... and it has now perpetuated my whim to your DA.
Hello! It's actually quite surprising to see your DA, as we don't see this side of you much; lots of lubly stuff you've done. I knew you were creative, I just didn't know how it manifests until I saw this .
I'm noob here, but soon- I will have a scanner... and then... and then... oooooh, they shall see my wrath when I have a scanner.
Anyway, back to work at uni on my lovely overdue essays!